i am little more

Aug 2, 200911 min read

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Published: Aug 2, 2009

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^{than a wall and a floor.
all my mouth wants to say right now is get out,
but i dont want you to leave.
my heart wants to say 'i love you too',
but my head says thats a bad idea.
my conscience says that yesterday was a mistake,
but its the first mistake that i dont regret making.
we're treading old ground now,
and the earthquakes are coming.

my mind is a shaken place right now.
ive been reading Fay Inchfawn's poetry.

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little ted.little ted.
sometimes i bite my nails jagged
and i run their ragged edges over my cheekbones.
i look in the mirror;
eight rivers of angry red are staining the blank white canvas of my face
and my eyes are black holes above them, empty pockets of space which,
from a far enough distance,
like maybe 50 miles north of your house,
look like empty sockets in a skull kept under soil for seventeen years.
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i have a new home.
it is far away from you.
your silent anguish.
your alcoholic despair.
your emotional baggage strapped to your back after your first real relationship.
your unwillingness to see my problems from fear of acknowledging your own.
no food in the kitchen,}